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It’s nice to have positive person to talk to as I am being a little sentimental this morning. My AM meeting did not end in a positive way, simply because I never expected that it will turn out in such a way the fingers will be pointed out on me.
I am just a humble assistant who receives orders from my superior and I felt that they don’t have my back when trouble arises.
This happened twice already and there’s a bell ringing inside my head that this is not right. If people never felt that way during their entire life, a poor girl like me don’t deserve such words and actions as well.
How will a person defend him/herself if the fiasco is over? A person who thinks their ranking is higher than the other tends to bully the little ones.
I don’t know if I am the only person who feel that way but I am really disappointed that I did not grasp the pieces of myself when they scattered on the table being washed down my harsh words and hand signals.
I admit to be an emotional person and this might mean nothing for the people involve.
Some say that I should let it pass. I cannot.
And though the conversation ended with goodbye waves and laughs the relationship will never be the same.
This calls for a career move.
I am happy doing my beauty blog and my makeup videos. I am happy meeting new people in the World Wide Web at least I know every time we write we are true top ourselves and we follow no boundaries in expressing ourselves.
I hope when clock strikes 12 midnight the pang will melt and will be lost in slumber.
P.S. Sorry for the vague emotional post.